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Bravebutafraid
Aug 15, 20233 min read
Spider silk
Constant use had not worn ragged the fabric of their friendship. ~Dorothy Parker Sometimes I am so goddamned insecure I disgust myself....
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Bravebutafraid
Aug 14, 20231 min read
Living
I am writing for my life. I am writing into my life. I am writing because of my life. I am trying to survive just like every other human,...
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Bravebutafraid
Aug 14, 20233 min read
Uncorked
Yesterday morning I walked with my friend. It's been a busy summer, so I've had fewer opportunities to catch up while perambulating...
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Bravebutafraid
Aug 9, 20231 min read
Hibiscuit
The hibiscus, or hibiscuit as my daughter used to call it, startled me this morning. It bloomed overnight or perhaps with the sunrise. Up...
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Bravebutafraid
Aug 8, 20235 min read
Response ability
In a recent episode of my favorite podcast, "We Can Do Hard Things," the hosts discuss the etymology of the word "responsible." Viktor...
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Bravebutafraid
Aug 4, 20231 min read
Off the hook
This picture is me when I threw up my hands a few minutes ago and metaphorically said "Fuck it!" and let my children do screen time...
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Bravebutafraid
Aug 3, 20232 min read
Eurydice
When I was in college, I used to think that the poem Eurydice by HD was about a defiant woman, scorned by a lover and forced to turn...
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Bravebutafraid
Aug 2, 20232 min read
Tassel flower
Friends invited me to visit a garden today. It's a place of rare plants, sculptures, and ponds built over the bones of an old New England...
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Bravebutafraid
Aug 2, 20231 min read
Keep moving
I wonder: how often do other people think, "This life is unbearable," and then push through to the next moment? What is the statistical...
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Bravebutafraid
Aug 1, 20231 min read
Ordinary
Sometimes I make the mistake of reading my old posts. They often make me cringe. But today, instead of berating myself, I'm trying to...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 30, 20233 min read
A lot of remembering
Friday night a friend and I took B to her first concert. We saw Allison Russell perform on a beautiful summer evening with a waxing moon...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 30, 20231 min read
Impel or compel
Being a human is so complicated. how to sort emotions what to show and what to hide am i impelled or compelled examine it then ignore or...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 28, 20231 min read
Swim
I swam in a pond yesterday. The weather alternated from rainy to cloudy to rainy to finally sunny. Since there was no thunder, we swam...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 26, 20233 min read
The backswimmer
Earlier today I wrote about my goals. So far, so good. C transitioned well from his screentime this morning and then asked me to join him...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 26, 20232 min read
Bratty
I was a bit of a brat last night. I criticized my husband for not having a better attitude (ironic) and then lost my temper with my...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 26, 20231 min read
Things people say
C, after Alice the dog ate a box of Cheese Its and fell asleep: "They must have had a very soporific effect." Random grandma at local ice...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 24, 20236 min read
Synthesizing
Philosophy is empty if it isn't based on science. Science discovers, philosophy interprets. ~ Albert Einstein and Those who have the...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 20, 20232 min read
Beach day
The children and I ran into my father at the dump yesterday. I am more likely to see him at the transfer station or post office than I am...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 20, 20232 min read
Truth
Last night I dreamt over and over again about my endless thirst. In my dream, I'd drink a glass of water but, because my thirst wasn't...
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Bravebutafraid
Jul 17, 20232 min read
Inhibited
Self-censor, hold back, restrain, curtail desire. What is the distinction between being inhibited and being polite? Or being inhibited...
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